I need to be more STUBBORN! I worry so much about what people think. I KNOW, I've said that before... but really. I need to do what I need to do. Everything is fine. I have to be myself. I have to do what I want. I have to TRUST my physical self, my mind. Anyway, if I don't trust that, then I LITERALLY can't trust anything.
So I need to worry about what GOD thinks. Only. Or at least, first and foremost. Other people are important, and I can live for them, but I don't need to let their petty or immature thoughts pull me down.
While I'm worrying about what God thinks, AND ignoring worries from other people, I DO need to live for others. Other people can support me by pulling me UP. It's just negative thoughts that I CAN'T let stop me.
As a grade-school or high-school teacher, my life won't be very adrenaline-rushing, since I don't know how to succeed top-notch in something like that. But... I CAN succeed with a music degree. I can do great. I can practice. I can run. I know how to USE that kind of adrenaline.
Whoa. First italic word? hee hee.
I'm off to cook Sabbath dinner for mom, dad, and teddy! They'll be mad again, I didn't go to church. I don't care. God loves me. I'll go when I'm ready.
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