Situps and singing!??

Hey. Is it TRUE that doing situps helps a person sing better???!!!!

I AM GOING TO BE DOING SO MANY SITUPS!!!!! Or crunches. Anything with abs or core body stuff, especially lungs. Aghghgh!

Tomorrow I want to have a good day.

Hello in Japanese!... I think?

こにちわ！日本語です！ごめ、that was just for fun. I don't know much of what I am writing there. It should say, "Konichiwa! Nihongo desu! Gome" or "Hello! It's Japanese! Sorry" ... because I don't actually know any Japanese and I feel silly attempting something that I don't know anything about. I don't think I used the correct writing systems just now. Hahaha it's embarrassing....

Anyway, I am excited to start my day tomorrow! Wish me luck. No. Luck doesn't exist. But you know what I mean! I am going to start writing how everything goes, in detail, so I have to be... accountable. Tomorrow I'll expect (from myself haha...) a full report. I want to start writing about my LIFE more, and less theorizing! Here goes!!

Ocean?

I'm feeling very excited. I've got an image in my head-- and if I stop to think what she, he, them-- what they think--?

SILLY! What, silly?! How about useless!? I don't have to worry what they think. Worry is useless when it's only about yourself. Ha. :)

Running on the beach with bare feet! Sand under your feet, and it's hard to run. Solitary-- ocean air, focused. What should I do-- where should I go? Here, it doesn't matter. I'm happy here.

I can't begin to guess what this life might be like. I know it will contain things I don't expect, but at the same time, I can almost guess what those things are.

I'm getting ready for this. I'm ready to get up and run towards it.

Random Short on Consistency!

I just thought of something. I am really down on myself lately. I know that's not healthy, but I'm still just very... self critical. Right? Okay. But the good thing is...

I'm not as terribly inconsistent and useless as I make myself out to be. From some people's point of view, yes, I don't have a very good way to make money, and that means I'm not very successful in, well, the real world. I know that.

But. I have been consistent with a few things lately. Writing in my blog-- for instance-- I've held out and made an entry practically every day... for months. That's amazing. I didn't expect I'd be so consistent about it. It really is helping me sort out my thoughts, though.

I also have very consistently watched a lot of anime.

Haha.

No really, I know that's not as much of an accomplishment... at all... except that now I want to learn Japanese, and I seriously am a lot closer than most people because of all the anime I watch. So--

NO NO NO! Bad excuse. I still need to balance my time better.

Anyway, at least I know I can be consistent with something. I just have to apply that to other things, right?

Awesome. :) Think of school, work, and working at relationships with family and friends... like the way I'm consistent with anime and my blog... because I love them, I think. I just have to learn how to love school and work!

Ha-- it sounds easy that way. I know it's not, but making comparisons like that really help!

Okay, Back to the Story I Was Supposed to Tell You

aaaarrrgg the lab is closing. Ha. I just got here. Anyway, I have to do my homework so I am going to go to the library instead, and I will not be blogging then. Oh well. Later.

Keeping you in suspense. Or NOT-- since if you're not reading this today-- the next blog is already written. How weird (for me)!

Doing Homework

I'm very close-minded! I don't notice what's going on half the time; I'm quite unaware of the world's activities. I don't know about current or past events, I'm traditional and I live within traditions and numerous cultural impressions. I believe in stereotypes! In an effort to understand others' feelings and actions, I inaccurately guess or create what I think I see, resulting in a GIANT case of JUDGMENTAL-ISM! I've got to stop doing this.

Also, I was just thinking that I complain too much, this-- for instance-- is complaining.... But really, it's better to complain and change than to never change. I just have to make sure and actually change, and not simply continue complaining. Right.

NITTY GRITTY!

It's time for me to be honest! I mean, it's not like I've been lying, so I guess I said that because it's a cliche... but either way, I'm going get more detailed about my life. That sounds so mushy and like a psychological-ish help-group kind of thing, but I suppose it is what it is.

And now, with a famous avoidance tactic, I will finish my post without telling you ANYTHING!!! Ha ha ha ha ha!

Because I have to go to the music building and practice piano. I'll come back later... I promise.