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WOOOWWWSIEEEE! THAT TOOK FOREVER!!!!!!!! AAAAUUUUGGGGHH!!!

That's all I need to say.

Okay... two more things. It was horrible.

And... I might never want to change my background AGAIN!! :,C I mean, I'm just really picky with colors, so the colors you see, well, they were very CAREFULLY selected!! I very much like how Romeo and Juliet happened to be over there in the visible section by the blog archive. :) Anyway, I NOW know how to choose whatever background I want, which I was trying to do for sooo long... YES!! :D

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Another New Layout!

ABOUT ME (at this time): Hey, I'm Cara. This is my thought-diary. I'm working on making the posts more coherent, and idea-centered, instead of being randomly thrown around and wispy like real thoughts usually are. I'm a curious girl. I want to understand things, but I don't. In my blog, I work through the stuff I don't get by writing down my thoughts. Right now: I'm working out getting a job, *sigh*, figuring out if my entire life is a failure, um... and plucking my true dreams from the dream-pool. I've come to realize recently... dreams are the kinds of things that most people think are crazy and impossible. If you want to be somebody unique, don't be afraid to go with what you REALLY want to do~!~ or... do you know? :)

New layout - no. 3

Hopefully the playlist will keep working. This is definitely one of my favorite layouts! No, I can't say that.. 'cause when I make layouts of course I like them EVERY time. I might keep this layout for a while. I think it goes especially well with the first song on my playlist--the overall mood seems to be about love in the first place--filled up, swirling wind, determined, provident. But anyway, layouts make me really happy! I have no idea why, it's actually weird. I just LOVE the pink on this one. It's my favorite color. If I go without pink for too long, I get depressed.

New Layout again!! :) I like Neo Angelique now.

Here's another new layout. I like Neo Angelique-- she's a girl with a special power to "purify" the monsters that are destroying her home, a land called Arcadia. She has a destiny, because of this power, and she has the personality of someone who wants to help others, and save, and heal them. That is what I want to be like, so I remember her when it's time for me to study, or practice piano, or read....



Below, you can see a the picture of the layout.

New layout again!

I guess I should be posting mini pictures or something of these layouts, because otherwise the reader won't be able to tell what I'm talking about if this post isn't new anymore. Here's what it looks like.

This character is Ulquiorra, Espada number four, from BLEACH. He's one of the bad guys... regardless of how undeniably cool he is. At least at the part I'm at in the episodes, he's an enemy. I think he might get killed by Ichigo later (that's sad). But I don't know for sure.

I spent a little time on this... that I should have spent on something else! AAARGH. I have to go write my paper on "The Yellow Wall-paper." It's not like I don't like writing papers. I just like doing other things better. I'm working on the enthusiasm though.

Okay. The rule I need to remember is:

Use your time to finish your work before you take a break. If you take a break in the middle of working, then instead you should quit very early and start/finish your work. If you don't do this, you will NOT get anything done. This should be quite clear.

New layout->

That took FOREVER...

I just redid the layout. Am I crazy, that I take hours and HOURS, (really) to work on these sort of things?

Yes. I need to try and decide on things earlier.

I also take hours at Walmart to decide on something.

I was doing this at 8pm this evening. I haven't stopped since then.

Oh well!!! My back still needs rest....blech<3