I Need Atmosphere!

I think it might be important in my job that I love my atmosphere. That's why I love the idea of going to Japan to teach more than here; it's why I want to be successful--so I can have a nice house, and it's why I'll do better going to school from home.

And it's not just the atmosphere, but the people who are there. I wouldn't like home if my family wasn't here. I was lonely at college. (I didn't try very hard to make friends. :/ )

This is something I'll have to remember! Also, I should try to make friends! :) It's just hard to do that when you don't like yourself. That's why I need to teach myself how to like myself, partly by becoming better at things, like piano, studying, bla bla bla, and by doing other things that make me feel good about myself.

1. Become confident of yourself. Do (mostly) anything you need to do to get there.

LOSE WEIGHT
PRACTICE PIANO AND STUDY - PRIORITIZE
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF- SHOP, MANICURES, etc
USE GOD AS MY DIRECTOR, NOT OTHER PEOPLE'S IMPRESSIONS OF ME

2. Don't be afraid to make friends! Everybody else has lives just like I do, where they go home at night to sleep, have thoughts, wish things, fill the dishwasher, enjoy showers, have hobbies, get mad, and have a job. Mostly everybody.

I mean, I don't have a job. But... you know what I mean. :)