Wishing!?

I'm trying figure out what to do about job-searching.

It's a lot harder than I expected... and I'm not a very hard worker when I don't want to be. So it's a lot for me to learn.

My nursing assistant job that I have is nice and everything. But it's on-call, so it's hard to get another job, and yet, I'm not working much because it's an irregular schedule-- random. Another nursing assistant on-call job would work best at the moment, so I could juggle both. But I'm indecisive because I don't really like it.

I was looking online at Wells Fargo bank teller jobs. You don't need a lot of experience, and they train you. I've done some sales before. (Maybe I should do more of that.) I mean... I would really like talking on the phone with people. I could keep learning languages on the side, and then start to actually use them in my position in the bank. It could be a really good thing! But being able to speak a language is hard to do through solely independent study, so it would be a challenge....

Of course, it's hard because I'm always thinking it's okay to work on Sabbath when you're in a health profession, but with a position at a business, I'd want to say no to working on Sabbath. (Sabbath means Saturdays-- I'm SDA, so, as much as I can, I don't do anything but have fun with friends and family and relax on Saturdays.)

But it IS an idea. I'd get paid less, though, but working as a nursing assistant is boring to me. I don't feel like I'm learning anything, except how to be a better nurse, and that is a career I'd like to avoid. But then, I might end up choosing it...?

Okay, so... right now, I need to get more work. I think... I need to be a nursing assistant for at least a year. I can get another job later, whether it be at a bank or a waitress at a restaurant, but for now, I need to go out and get more work as a CNA.

I have to be BRAVE!! ;-) Hee hee.