Quitting... temporarily.

I decided that I'm not going to watch any more TV (i.e. anime) without it being something I'm using to translate languages-- not until I reach my 175 lbs. weight goal. 'Cause I really need to get my haircut, and I'm only supposed to do that after I lose those ten pounds. Arrrggg.

I can't believe I'm saying this.

And I can't say, "I hope I can do this," because I know I CAN, so if I say that I'm not sure I'm capable, it's lying. I don't know if I have the strength though... no, I do know that I have it. It's more like I don't know if I have the true desire to actually stop.

Well, I know I CAN do this, so if I don't, it's all my fault. Arrrggg. Urrrg.

But it sure is a lot easier to get things done when you aren't addicted -- I mean of course not! I mean... wasting time... watching anime. haha. just kidding. I am a little addicted. or completely, I suppose.

here goes! :)........ I'm gonna clean my room now. Updates later! I'm absolutely required to come back and update you with the POSITIVE progress that I'm going to make. yay.