Enjoyable day!

Today I didn't do much at all, except think about what I could do, and plan things.

That can be good, too!

I watched a lot of anime, though! The latest episodes of bleach, a new one -- welcome to NHK -- and plenty of others.

I got together my piano books and got Teddy to show me what pieces I should be learning so he and I can play concertos together. He plays violin, see, and I play piano, so it's a pretty good deal when you want to learn how to be an accompanist. I will probably get the best experience I can by preparing this way. I wrote those pieces down in my new (purple) piano notebook, and I'm getting a little excited about it.

I spent time taking care of myself, washing my face and dressing up. I put together this really weird outfit with random clothes I found-- a soft brown scarf on my neck, a long floaty purple tank-sleeve hawaiian-print dress with brown buttons down the front, and a length down to the mid-calf. On top of the dress I wore a red camisole, since the dress is really baggy (kind of like wearing a giant floating pillowcase) and then a black studded belt around the waist.

I'm going to try making my entries more specifically day-entries, like, "here's how my day went" as a record, of sorts. Instead of blabbering on about what I want to change about my actions, I'll only write down something really inspirational or the truth about my daily activities. The other habit-changing, thinking-changing stuff, I'll refrain from writing and instead actually DO it. I think that's a problem-- I've been writing down, "aw yeah, this is important, I'm doing this wrong, TOMORROW I'll do that and that and this and that..." but I don't actually MEAN any of it. So either I do it or I don't, but I don't need to write down what isn't true.

I also talked more (this evening) with my dad about career stuff. My mom got in a few interjections, and I didn't do well to keep from arguing, but it wasn't bad. Slowly, slowly, I will figure this out.