First post. (pilot)

Hello there. I've never done this before. I'm surprised at myself-- for blogging, I mean. It always seemed kind of... dumb... self-absorbed... and honestly, I have a hard time believing someone would want to read this! I mean, I wouldn't even want to read it. K well, that's not true always...

I'm a random kind of person; my thoughts go here, and there, and there. It's messy. I understand that. So part of this new blogging thing, for me, will help to organize my thoughts better in the light of other people's expecting eyes. If anyone reads it, of course... ha ha!

I'm going to approach my blog somewhat like a journal; I'm talking to someone, but that someone may be a person, my roommate, God, or myself. It doesn't really matter-- the point is that I write something about something. (That's pretty open in terms of what I can write, I'd say.)

Oh, I'm Cara, nice to meet you! That feels so weird coming off my tongue, it's not my real name. I'm paranoid, mostly cause I'm ignorant on what I should and shouldn't worry about. Regarding identity theft, I guess. Or something! Ha.

But I like the idea of living in Atlantis. I LOVE that movie, the Disney one. I have no idea why... it's the only movie I can watch over and over and over and over (k you get what I mean) again without minding. I mean, over and over to a point, until I want to do something else besides watch movies.

I'm trying to keep my blog simple and unadorned for a bit until I figure out what I want it to be, or head towards, or whatever. Giving it a name was hard enough. I tried to be vague so that it could mold itself, instead of me mold it.

I need to look at this in a blank-screen sort of way, instead trying to fill an idea that I've shaped before I even start.

My back hurts!!! I wrenched it at work. I NEED TO WORK OUT!!!

One of the things I know I WILL talk about, at least some, is losing weight. I'm not fat, but I'm chubby. It doesn't look any better on a tall person, trust me. I mean, in theory it does, but being tall and chubby also has its disadvantages. Like, the yellowy-spotted grass on your side of the fence compared with green grass on the other side might appear inferior, but actually the green grass on the other side of the fence is quite soggy and WET. Life turns out to be that way most of the time, except for more extreme situations, like poverty and death... that I do not understand yet.<3