To Alex

This is for Alex. I'm sorry. I don't know what to say that's better than that. I'm kind of like that crazy girl you were talking about on the phone. Except I'd say I more of a bitch.

To be so cruel, twice? I don't think I know how to handle this stuff, and I can't communicate how I feel, either. That's why it happened in the first place, I guess.

But that's not the point.

I want you to know that you are an awesome person, and I completely respect you. You're funny, and unique, and caring. Those are really good things, and that's what I liked about you. I'm sorry, I suck at apology letters. I'm sure I'm doing this all wrong! Anyway, you deserve somebody who loves you because of your awesomeness, and you'll meet her someday, I'm sure. I'll pray for it. It's not me, though. So I hope you forget me, because I shouldn't be anybody to you. I wasn't fair to you, and you shouldn't let a girl be like that to you!!

左様なら。