I don't take things seriously until I'm forced to. Like, deadlines, and death, and other stuff. Things, especially the results of time and clocks, creep up on me and I'm not prepared for things. I'm GOOD at preparing for things if I make myself, but so often I don't take whatever it is seriously enough until I'm really, really late!
Yeah, I KNOW that the modern term people use is procrastination. But anyway, I do not like this about myself. Sure, it's funny and everything, but I would rather I didn't have this funny thing about myself.
NOT COOL. And really DANGEROUS, in many circumstances.
What can I do to remind myself of the importance of finding that emotion, "HERE IT IS!" ?
How can I find it...
it happens to me... I mean, I procrastinate in these areas:
bedtime
getting a job
answering questions I should/need answers to
cleaning, sometimes
sleeping even if I'm sleepy
studying
showering (LOL)
eating
1. one idea is this: I procrastinate while I'm busy doing something else, like, I don't eat midnight dinner, because I've been stuck at my computer studying and typing this.
2. I'm afraid to FACE FEAR or MAKE A (complex? irritating?) DECISION about something.
3. I'm lazy and I don't think about my goal at the time.
4. I'm too sleepy to focus, or possibly other things like anger, sadness, or jumpiness.
take care~
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