Sleeping. It's time to go home.

I like Romeo x Juliet, the anime. I am watching right now; and where Romeo says this little phrase: "I guess we should go home now."

I'm really bad at going to sleep at night. I need to learn how to relax, and say, okay. It's time to sleep. It's that simple idea that I often can't get a hold of. This sounds weird, but when it's time to go to bed, my habits are the opposite of most people's, and I wander around trying to do things (dishes, snacking, TV, talking to family), with this horrible feeling that I forgot something. And all that something is that I need to go to bed!

That list I made yesterday, with my goals? (the monumental one C: really I've changed a lot, I have a lot of hope for myself) this will be added to it. Going to bed so that I can wake up in the morning is essential. It may seem funny, but this is a terribly hard habit to change when you're not forced to. I'm learning a lot of things by having to do this.