Quick update: 1. my daddy had ANOTHER conversation and this post is about me dealing with that. 2. Naruto Shippuden is GOOD! 3. I am losing weight! (That's positive. I've been trying to.)
Okay. So what do I have to do when I feel distracted? --and that's all this is-- I'm distracted by my embarrassment or shame when I have one of those "conversation"s with daddy. So, all I need to do is turn away and look at something else.
I can focus on piano, studying, and getting a job. In the end, that's the answer! If I focus on the negativity, I won't be able to do exactly what I need to in order to get RID of that negativity.
Talk about spiraling. Definitely... I need to be positive and encourage myself in order to REFOCUS.
REFOCUS!!!! Here I goes. God, please go with me and strengthen me. I need your help! Let's do this together. Help me make the right decision. You want me to go to Japan, right? And be a piano teacher and stuff? Or... something... Ha... ; )
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