Japanese stuff

私は日本語が大好き！そして、ジャスティンも！クシュクシュ：）

 

Translation: I love Japanese! Also Michael! *kushu kushu* (crying noises) ：）

So la de dah.

Hi there. I am typing for class. It is 8:18 in the morning, on Friday. I am wearing a weird dress and shiny shoes. I am very itchy. I don't know why. My arms itch and my legs itch. Argh.

 

 

Also, my phone died.

 

 

So mah foo de deh doh. Eek, I absolutely must stop thinking about how itchy my leg is. Also, why do I keep typing let instead of leg?!

 

 

Wow, talk about itchy. Itchy itchy itchy!!!!! Argh!

 

 

Maybe... I'm allergic to something?

 

 

...THAT'S IT! I didn't take any Zyrtec last night, whereas usually I take it every night.

 

 

Aaaarrrrgh. I know that this really isn't your problem, and it doesn't affect you, but still. It is soooo incredibly frustrating. I feel like I need to take my skin off. Or run around in circles and jump up and down! Screaming would be satisfying as well!!!

 

 

AAAARGH soooooo iiiiiiitchyyyyyyyyyy!! @ ! @ # $ ! @ # @ #$&#^*^)( @ #$$^&(*)#$ @

 

 

K then. I'm running down to the bathroom to slather myself with lotion.What is wrong with me?!

I'm in FAB class.

I'm just typing a quick little note. This is fun to do. I am listening to a song from the anime 黒神 （くろかみ・Kurokami）. It is called Irodor no Nai Sekai, but I don't know how to write that in Japanese.

 

 

Isn't that cool? !! My gmail account has... the ability... TO WRITE IN JAPANESE!!

 

 

I am not able to do that on this computer normally. I am writing from my computer at work! Well, it's really school, or you could say "training". I am having fun here. THIS IS JOB CORPS. (Say it like "Job Core"...) Like... THIS IS SPARTA. Except Job Corps! (Say Job Core. I hope you're getting this:)

 

 

Anyway, I have a Hello Kitty desktop picture. It is pretty fun to have. I really enjoy Hello Kitty lately. Can you guess why?

 

 

Well, I bought a DS when I was just starting to learn Japanese. Actually, it was probably a year after I started watching anime, but still, my DS has helped me learn a lot. I bought a nifty dictionary program from Japan, (actually I used Amazon or Ebay, something like that...) and I bought an American program by Princeton University that teaches you Japanese. I forget what it's called... um... Anyway, that one is really cool.

 

 

But, my point is, a few months ago, like maybe five months, I went to a Christmas party and received a white elephant gift, which had a Hello Kitty DS game in it. And I am now, well I wouldn't say "obsessed", but at twenty-three years it's weird enough. I think Hello Kitty is cute and I like to have Hello Kitty things. I really don't have that many of them, but my point is that I really enjoy Hello Kitty and I'm kind of a dork about it.

 

 

I need a better word than "dork". I don't really fancy whales, see. People who are fat is different. I mean actual whales is what I don't fancy. Anyway, I'm going to move on from this subject!!

 

 

Have you ever seen the anime Seven Ghost? Also 07 Ghost, or セブンゴースト（せぶんごーすと・Sebun Gousuto）. I was listening to a long from that, but now it's switched to Today's the Day, by Aimee Mann, and that song is featured on Enough, which is a good movie with Jennifer Lopez. I like it. But I have to go now. Byebye!

Origin vs Independence

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Cara Lowing <cara.lowing@gmail.com>
Date: Wed, May 8, 2013 at 7:03 PM
Subject: Origin vs Independence - 4 30 13
To: cara.lowing.3iuxdoublerainbow@gmail.com

I think the reason people think natural disasters come from heaven, or an angry god, is because of the time when God sent a flooding rain. I mean the great flood in the Bible. He was angry; that is true. Even more, he offered them a way to be saved but they choose a different path... So if a human has the power to make choices that influence stuff like that, in a way, cataclysmic events CAN be affected by us. Really, being offered a saving path is something that you choose because you have to, because you want to be saved and it is your only choice. Pride, on the other hand, gets in the way for no good reason. I mean really, no good reason. What good does your reputation do you when you're dead? What were you thinking, that it would be too embarrassing to live on, but existing in the debt of another? Were you hoping you could exist on your own, and survive through your own merit? That would be possible if you survived on your own merit in the first place, but we have never existed without help from heaven. We exist because heaven exists; maybe more accurately we exist because God exists. Life has to come from somewhere. What were you thinking, that life comes from you? You are not self-sustaining. Many scientists realize this when they look at molecular and atomic structure, the body systems (especially the reproductive systems) and the overall design of the universe and the stuff in it.

If science doesn't get to you, does anything in life bother you, where something doesn't seem right? It doesn't add up, this life.

It's kind of like the Matrix, except machines can't explain the big bang. Which, by the way, is a load of.... never mind. I haven't researched this enough to tell you the big bang theory is as silly as I think it is. But there are people who have researched it. :)

Anyway, how did I get onto this topic?

Independence and origin should be considered two different things. Because origin is bigger than independence. Who are you to say that you don't like the idea of a God creating you? That you want to be your own person? Where do you get off, being such a stuckup? Use your brain and explain this to me. What makes you think you're so big that you created yourself? Be your own person, that's fine. But to say that you don't need anybody elses' help, ever, now that's ... mmhmm. It's not just denying God, it's denying the human race and the friendship and love connections we have inside it. I'm not sure which one you consider most important :) but either way YOU SUCK! Heh. I am not convincing, so sorry.

Anyway, thanks for reading. I'm stuckup too, in case you can't tell. I love you!

YAY~!

It worked!!! I'm so incredibly excited! Yay. Yay!

 

I have been really wanting to post lately and now I have a way to journal. Unfortunately for you, (I mean, I guess I don't know exactly how you feel, but...) me journaling means that I will be making a huge mess of everything on my blog and nothing will make any sense! What I mean to say is that everything is slightly random when it comes directly out of my brain, through my ears, and into type. But even so, I will try to write efficiently and concisely as if I was trying to get a message to someone. Still, it is quite hard!

 

I am also worried that my posts may not be completely anonymous. I want them to be, because that way my posts are always a secret from people connected to me in the real world, meaning I am free to write my true feelings and express what has been happening to me as of late, but I dunno if I have made that possible if people know where my blog is :) oh well. I can only do so much.

 

Ah, well. Right now, as of this moment, I am in class and posting illegally. What I mean by that is I am supposed to be "working". Today I am required to finish a certain amount of assignments before four o'clock, so even though typing is good practice, it is time that I begin education of the microsoftic study.

 

Heh heh heh, no, they do not really call it that. I will write more about how I'm organizing my life and what I am doing and what is happening to me later, probably this evening.

 

Yay! I'm posting to my blog...

 

I am posting to my blog...

 

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