Pilltime=bedtime!

I've been taking birth control lately, not for the usual thing, but to calm down my complexion, and also in preparation for possible acutain or a version of that. (It's such a strong drug that United states... government, I think? requires two methods of birth control in order to avoid issues with abortions and fatal birth defects. blehg.)

Anyway, it's really important that you take the pill everyday, or there's a mess. Basically there's no point in using the pill if you don't take it everyday because you forget to, you have to find a different method.

So, it's absolutely required.

Now, this is a really abstract connection, but I love to make abstract connections.

I need to think of going to bed like taking pills. This is simple, I can make this a life habit!

Go to bed always, no matter what, just like you take your pills when your phone brriiiiinnggs. Make an alarm for sleeptime too, and just go to bed. Enjoy the time, you won't get it later. I won't make room for those kinds of oversights, and I don't need to.

(I have amazing ability to go, "aw later" which is absolutely psycho in other people's minds... I'm still up and it's six AM, for NO reason, I didn't go out dancing, I am dead tired, but I just didn't want to sleep.)

So, yeah. what I said above, in pink!

Random Short on Consistency!

I just thought of something. I am really down on myself lately. I know that's not healthy, but I'm still just very... self critical. Right? Okay. But the good thing is...

I'm not as terribly inconsistent and useless as I make myself out to be. From some people's point of view, yes, I don't have a very good way to make money, and that means I'm not very successful in, well, the real world. I know that.

But. I have been consistent with a few things lately. Writing in my blog-- for instance-- I've held out and made an entry practically every day... for months. That's amazing. I didn't expect I'd be so consistent about it. It really is helping me sort out my thoughts, though.

I also have very consistently watched a lot of anime.

Haha.

No really, I know that's not as much of an accomplishment... at all... except that now I want to learn Japanese, and I seriously am a lot closer than most people because of all the anime I watch. So--

NO NO NO! Bad excuse. I still need to balance my time better.

Anyway, at least I know I can be consistent with something. I just have to apply that to other things, right?

Awesome. :) Think of school, work, and working at relationships with family and friends... like the way I'm consistent with anime and my blog... because I love them, I think. I just have to learn how to love school and work!

Ha-- it sounds easy that way. I know it's not, but making comparisons like that really help!